Everything you want in life is a relationship away.
My brave patriot of the planet, choose your purpose and go after it, with a death-defying zeal - so what if you go homeless for a while - so what if you go hungry somedays - you will survive - look at the animals, they go through such situations everyday, yet they manage to survive - so will you. So, stop worrying about the basic needs of survival and give your whole being to something meaningful.
When what we have mastered becomes mundane, we feel pain. The antidote is pursuit.
Whatever you do, do as an original human – as a master, not as a slave.
Don't be frightened by your wounds, celebrate them as priceless relics born of your toil.