At the end of the day, itβs your life. If you turn out good, the world celebrates you and with you (not minding how you achieved it). If bad, they abandon you (even if they gave you the advice that led you to doom). Just be you and follow your heart.
Don't worry about anything. If something is meant for you, it will come to you somehow. There is nothing to worry, just give it some time. If it's not meant for you, it will never come to you. Your worry never makes a sense there. But your will power is something that let the things fall for you.