I love to walk. Walking is a spiritual journey and a reflection of living. Each of us must determine which path to take and how far to walk; we must find our own way, what is right for one may not be for another. There is no single right way to deal with late stage cancer, to live life or approach death, or to walk an old mission trail.
Don't worry about anything. If something is meant for you, it will come to you somehow. There is nothing to worry, just give it some time. If it's not meant for you, it will never come to you. Your worry never makes a sense there. But your will power is something that let the things fall for you.
Grief gives you a hundred reasons to cry; hope gives you a thousand reasons to smile, joy gives you a million reasons to laugh, and love gives you billion reasons to rejoice.
Joy is God's smile; love is God's laughter.