Growing your faith in the dark isn't meant for the faint-hearted. Strengthening your faith will require extra endurance. You will need to take action. If you want more of God, you will need boldness. When your faith is tested, you have to muster up grit and grace.
I hope that you never cower from your dark chapters, but highlight them as proof of perseverance, endurance, and strength.
P.S. Success hits different when you spend more time clapping for yourself than looking down on your failures.