We are motivated more by aversion to the unpleasant than by a will toward truth, freedom, or healing. We are constantly attempting to escape our life, to avoid rather than enter our pain we, and we wonder why it is so difficult to be fully alive. (43)
I regard you with an indifference closely bordering on aversion.
Jealousy - that jumble of secret worship and ostensible aversion.
'Tis safest in matrimony to begin with a little aversion.