I have very little faith that I'll ever find someone. I've had some bad luck and I've made some bad choices - not in men, but in how I've chosen to deal with relationships.
My first crush was Spock. I thought it didn't get any better than Spock.
I was a smoker for about 20 years.
I never want to be a showoff or attention getter or something that, truthfully, is kind of repulsive to me, but I get uncomfortable.
I used to wear a lot of red lipstick, and when I got a pimple, I'd cover it up with eyeliner to turn it into a beauty mark.
My sister, I have a sister who's 12 years older, she was always the party girl, the outrageous one.