I'm not sure what the future holds but I do know that I'm going to be positive and not wake up feeling desperate. As my dad said 'Nic, it is what it is, it's not what it should have been, not what it could have been, it is what it is.'
Even as a child I had a strong relationship with yearning and desire. And loss. Those things spoke to me.
Even from a very early age, I knew I didn't want to miss out on anything life had to offer just because it might be considered dangerous.
LIfe has got all those twists and turns. You've got to hold on tight and off you go.
I wouldn't want to be married to me, but luckily Tom Cruise does.
I never wore glasses except when I had to read a teleprompter at an awards show or drive, so I didn't notice much. I could exist in my head. It was kind of my escape from the world and my protection.