I was not comfortable worshipping another Jew.

I didn't want to be on the losing side. I was fed up with Jewish weakness, timidity and fear. I didn't want any more Jewish sentimentality and Jewish suffering. I was sickened by our sad songs.

I still go to a Christian priory for retreats.

An aged rabbi, crazed with liberalism, once said to me, We Jews are just ordinary human beings. Only a bit more so!

I have ended as a Reform Rabbi, grateful to Christianity for so many good things.