When you are nominated for the best player in Europe, the Ballon d'Or, playing in the Champions League, there is so much pressure. You don't know what will happen. This pressure is inside you - you always have it.
Many people look at me and think they know me but they don't at all. This is the real me. I am a humble person, a feeling person. A person who cares about others, who wants to help others.
When you lose a person you love so much, surviving the loss is difficult.
I never promise anything. I don't promise anything to my mum. I don't promise anything to the supporters.
I'm aware that, whatever the circumstances, there will always be speculation about me.
There's no point in making predictions. It's not worth speculating because nothing is set in stone and things change all the time in football. Today there are opportunities that no one knows if they will come round again in the future.
