Please do not think God has forgotten about what you've asked. Your answer, similar to rain from Heaven, is being perfectly prepared to either drizzle, pour, or flood down at any unexpected moment even when we believe we're in a season of drought. Hold on just a bit longer.
He only text you when those he left you for are ignoring him. He only calls you when he misses sex. He only tries to kiss you when he sees that you're trying to move on. He remembers your name only when he needs someone to shout at. He doesn't deserve your second chances, stop giving second chances to people who hurts you intentionally