Freewill means that the Universe never judges, never interferes with your own choices - and sees you as a being of equal creative power.
You are all things. Denying, rejecting, judging or hiding from any aspect of your total being creates pain and results in a lack of wholeness.
If every year is a marble, how many marbles do you have left? How many sunrises, how many opportunities to rise to the full stature of your being?
Don't let anything stand in the way of you claiming and manifesting the life that you choose rather than the life you have by default.
Fear is your greatest obstacle - so question your fear. If it does not serve your greatest life then do not make it your master.
Choose beliefs that serve your soul - choose beliefs that serve the grander dream of who you choose to be.