I am constantly analysing my performances and I tend to focus more on things I haven't done as well as I'd have liked.
It's always difficult not playing games and that match fitness and sharpness is something you always lack when you don't get that opportunity.
We all know it's hard to have time to come in as a young player - maybe the club and the supporters give you seven, eight, nine games where you're rusty and not performing. It's difficult to do that.
It is easy to play well when things are going rosy.
To be captain of such a huge club like Chelsea is a great personal achievement.
It has always been in my make up to play a high percentage of games.
