The past has no power over the present moment.
You can have religion with spirituality. You can also have religion without spirituality.
You are not a problem that needs solving.
Was Jesus the son of God? Yes. But so are you. You just haven't realized it yet.
Don't wait to be successful at some future point. Have a successful relationship with the present moment and be fully present in whatever you are doing. That is success.
Always say 'yes' to the present moment... Surrender to what is. Say 'yes' to life - and see how life starts suddenly to start working for you rather than against you.